14 - Monday

Today.. Nothing special.. But no mood oh.. I know y i super down.. coz like no ppl will k about my tinking.. Ask me do this n tat but after that no ppl appreciate and tel me they do1 follow.. Ten wat for ask me do?? Waste my energy and mind tinking to tink for it.. No ppl will un wen some1 put in effort in someting but no ppl say thanks OR reject d feeling.. Who will know?? PPl will onli tink on temselve wan o not.. din tink d ppl who do it put in so much effort..

But nvm la.. If no ppl like it mai "suen" lo.. Cannot paksa ppl.. Mai go different way lo.. But I'm SUPER DOWN....!!!! Next time I won't do such stupid tings.. I won't start up this.. It is really hurt!! HATE the feeling.. (wana cry jo)

Next.. RAYA plan to go Ipoh.. But but till now raya is in this week, stil pending.. My IPOH will fly to I tink.. Will update if manage to go.. (but disappointed feeling come up so fast)..